I’ve been going through a lot and it’s been hard to write about, but I think it’s starting to get better now.
I made a few mistakes. And they hurt some of my friends. Part of it was a misunderstanding about something I put on here.
Its been really hard trying to fix everything. And apologizing. I was pretty hopeless for awhile. I’m sorry than I have been in a long time. But there’s only so much I can do. I gave them space and the important ones are starting to come back. They’re working on forgiving me. And I can’t thank them enough.
I also need to thank the friends who did stick with me through all of this week. I know I’ve been hard to handle, with my being on the verge of tears for most of it. But I love you guys. And I don’t deserve you. And I can’t thank you enough either.
I know that in the end, the ones who are worth it, the ones who mean the most, will be by my side. And that’s all that counts.
This is a hard one. It’s really about how they treat me. And if they make me laugh. Or feel good about myself. And I like them to be taller than me. With some facial hair, but that’s really not a requirement. A good taste in music is nice too.
But if they can make me smile, and give me good hugs. And show that they can care about someone.
so, i just wanted you to know that i appreciate all your real posts. about things that youre going through. it makes it seem real <3
^ you sent this to me and I apologize for putting you through everything I am going through, lol but this message made my entire evening<3
I feel like the world is getting back at me for having a pretty painless high school experience. I have messed up so much this year. And i just keep messing up. But I guess it says something for those who are sticking with me through everything. And that I don’t deserve the ones that forgive me.